Archive for January, 2010



This one is a fav among the few I have written… And its about Hope

Who says Hope is a good thing,

Maybe it is, but every second spent hoping

Can prevent you from moving on, thats all

So, here is the song in video format


And here comes the text version


Tears can stay back and get trapped inside my eyes
My Wishes can become unheard echoes inside my mind
All the dreams about you can haunt me forever in my sleep
And my life may drain out just by bleeding love

All my Emotions can be orphans searching for love
My eyes always waiting for the never rising sunshine
All these poems of mine may become muted monologues
And this love may take its final sleep buried in my heart

Every second without you I may regret till eternity
Every step I take, I may miss you walking beside me
Every time I fall, I may wait for your helping hands
And every time I open my eyes, I may search for you

I might lay my head on this bed of thorns everynight
And wake up in the morning just to walk on them again
And do this everyday and never get tired of this pain
But nothing in the world is worser than this Hope of mine

This glitter of light that magnifies the darkess outside
Gives a short lived comfort which can only make me numb when gone
Like a dying candle burning bright before going down, Hope
Flares my fiery spirits only to douse them with cold water

Gives me all the reasons to keep hoping till eternity
Only waiting in the end to crush them all to dust
Like a firefly who likes the candle which takes its life
I keep coming back to where it all started again

Hoping to do this all one last time before I let go
Only that I can never stop doing this till I get you
And I take one more step towards the slow death that awaits
Simply because I am willing and dont have anything better

But for this hope nothing is gonna keep me alive
I might never see the dawn but I wont stop now
I might fight a losing battle against your choices
But this Hope will still keep you close to my heart

And I will go on…

I will go on…

I cant let this Hope die…

I wont let my Hope die…


Dark Angel – Somebody I saw in my office party :)

Here is my tribute to a sexy lady I saw the other day,

I have always seen her in office and found her hot but on this particular day

She was just awesome…


Bury the Faith

Donno how many times I’ve been on the edge,

Lost track of the times I have trusted and failed

So just one another instance where there was nobody to blame but my faith…

Bury the faith

Bring in the shovels
Dig out the earth
perform the last rites
For a grave I will dig
For my faith
Where hope dies along with my faith

No more unanswered prayers
No more emptybeliefs
No more one sided talking
For its been decided
That my faith
Deserves a quick death and nothing more

All these years I have
Banged my head against
A wall that will never budge
Earning nothing but wounds
So it stops now
Atleast my bleeding will stop now

In a world so selfish
I stood my ground
With you for company
Trusting you for deliverance
And all you could do was to
Turn your back on me just like your world

So, No more trust
No more hope
No more faith
For you are nothing
But a fool’s Fantasy
Nothing more than a detailed Day dream

I am on my own now
Never will I come to you
Enough with this life
Done with disappointments
So I dig this grave
Where I will bury this faith of mine

Where hope dies along with my faith……..


Break out – A Tribute to No Rain by Blind Melon

Donno how many times I had felt about being trapped inside this box,

Created by none other than me and all of my well wishers out there,

Had always wanted to live life without any inhibitions, take joy in the smallest of pleasures

A minute at a time and never thinking about the spent minute and the minute i am gonna spend

Couldnt stop but write a tribute to a song which always appeals to somebody inside who always wants to


Break out

A world, wild and beatiful on our doorstep
While I live within my world of restrictions
But the sights are here, and the smells are there
And I am just waiting for the moment to break out

To Fly away and sail among the clouds
Break myself away from these shackles of life
Like a bird lighter than its own feather
I wanna fly higher and lighter, away from all this

Donno why am I still waiting, like always
Miss pretty world is not gonna run to me
So lemme run to her, the world wild and free
With open hands, with an open mind

And embrace her with all the joy in the world
Arms stretched , I am gonna run towards her
Run and Run till there is nothing left in my miind
Nothing but Joy and freedom and nothing more

And I keep running,running towards my destiny
A destiny written by god and rewritten by me
A will of God broken by me by just running 
By running away from the path he chose for me

Finally, the sights are here, the sounds are heard
And the sweet smells of the world wild and free
That everlasting sweetness that can cure my soul,
Will continue to linger till the time I die, till my memories die

If there was one heaven I am already there
Broken from my old life, this is a new beginning
The beginning to the end of my old life
A brave new world , wild and free and Calling

And I am still running, only this time
The world is running along with me , hands together
We will run and run like two lovers in passion
We will find new meanings to our own lifes, in each others company


A Hello to the world! and a Hello to myself!

Hello World ! wow ,  Thanks WordPress I wudnt have thought of a better title,

And thats exactly what this blog is about, just a reflection of my thoughts addressed towards nobody in particular…

My friend keeps telling me that every word that we speak is not addressed towards anybody but ourselves, we speak to ourselves through others…

And thats what I am going to do, speak to the world and inturn speak to my inner self…

So a big Hello to the wide and beautiful world outside and to the unseen and unheard me inside :)

January 2010



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